you were stroking me like a pet, but you didn't own me yet.

thanks to school suspension, i sleep at 8 and get up at 5 now! yep, a.m. and p.m. respectively... for this summer holiday, i have goals (more like had cos i know i could never fulfill them now) as always, which i will list later.

i spent around 3 hours decluttering my room. 3 hours but no visible progress apart from now you can actually see the opposite coast when you're sitting on the windowsill. ok i'm exaggerating. it wasn't that bad at first. you can always see kowloon.

i found stuff that i never thought that i owned, including a lovely keyring we bought in paris disneyland, a.p.c. mobile strap thing, old framed photographs. it was funny how 8 drawers would store such valuable memories. i also found some illustrations/paintings/drawings i did 2 years ago. I DO MISS ART CLASS! i don't regret that i haven't taken igcse art and design cos i can't be arsed to do sketching every weekend. actually, the thing i miss is my art teacher. i like her whereas everybody doesn't. there's also one special thing about the atmosphere - a weird mix of cold air-conditioning, acrylic paint, pastels (strange cos no one ever uses them) and smell of rust/old water from the taps. i used to make amazing crafts as a kid. my mother said i could draw too. i guess i should really start making some art. i may become the next picasso/van gogh/king of kowloon.

GOALS (that can never be met)
- do past papers!!!!!
- revise things taught last year
- make french notebooks and flashcards
- sell things online
- get off that fucking computer and buy the sims 3 (i'm not one of those who jump on the bandwagon and start playing the sims like 4 seconds ago. i started when there was only ~the sims~, yes, sims 1) and install it
- lose 10 pounds (only skinny people can lose weight successfully. TRUFAX. not me)
- watch 10 films
- go ice-skating
- go to the cinema
- tba
- tba
- ...

but honestly, in this heat, i don't want to do nothing.